long overdue

i've got the right to put up a fight
but not quite cause you cut off my light
but my sight is better tonight
and i might...
see you in my [k]nightmares.
how did you get there?
cause we were once a fairytale but this is farewell.

Kanye West ft Lil' Wayne ~ See You In My Knightmares

You care too much for words, he said
May be so, she heard herself reply, but no longer for yours.

no heads or tails

You were lucky to have me. And I was lucky to have you in return. But then we got wiser. And better. Luck has no place to roam between us anymore.

daily song

All the world just stopped now: so you say you don't wanna stay together anymore. Let me take a deep breath, babe. If you need me, me and Neil will be hangin' out with the dream king - Neil says hi. By the way, I don't believe you're leaving 'cause me and Charles Manson like the same ice cream; I think it's that girl. And I think there are pieces of me you've never seen, maybe she's just pieces of me you've never seen well.
All the world is all I am: the black of the blackest ocean and the tear in your hand. All the world is danging, dangling, dangling for me, darlin'. You don't know the power that you have with that tear in your hand, tear in you hand.
Maybe I ain't used to maybes smashing in a cold room, cutting my hands up every time I touch you. Maybe, maybe it's time to wave goodbye now, time to wave goodbye now. Caught a ride with the moon, I know I know you well, better than I used to. Haze all clouded up my mind in the daze of why it could've never been. So you say and I say you know you're full of wish and your "baby baby baby babies". I tell you there are pieces of me you've never seen, maybe she's just pieces of me you've never seen.
All the world is all I am: the black of the blackest ocean and the tear in your hand. All the world is danging, dangling, dangling for me, darlin'. You don't know the power that you have with that tear in your hand, tear in you hand. With that tear in you hand.

Tori Amos ~ Tear In Your Hand

year of the beast

You never got to see the worst of me. If you thought what you got was bad, honey, you weren't even close. This now is the worst of me, a person who is too angry, too jealous about too much, too sullen, too tired, too uninterested, too lazy, too bored, too unforgiving, too broken. Too out of it for any more words.

fists on up*

(...)
How can they ask why I feel so angry,
do you see my problem if I never explain it?
But then there's you, asking me, "How long? Say something!"
it's taken me so long...
I want the ocean right now,
I want the ocean right now
and I get so jealous that I can't even work.

*Tegan and Sara ~ So Jealous

spare thoughts

It can seem too easy, living without a number of things.
How to be without them, though, is a whole different matter.